im really sorry faris. i really cant stand n handle anymore. you gaming on me :'( im so sad baby. how could you. at first, early this year, you promised me to want get married with me, but..today..left 10days to end this year. but we still not married yet. you gave all ur money to ur siblings. so who i am for you?? promised by promised you gave to me. but you never follow that. you always broke your promise.im hurt. really really hurt. n tonight you gonna leave me. i hate you. u're LIAR! you always lie to me after all the things i hv done to you!!!!!! :'(((((((((((
myfirst post. :")
Thursday, December 19, 2013
Assalamualaikum.. maafkan saya jika awk membaca post2 sy, sdgkan sy janji sy dh xnak main blog. sy tlis blog pn utk luahkan perasaan sy. i need someone to tell how i feel. before this, im only wrote what i feel on mydiary.. opsss myfault..our diary :') almost whole diary is all about you. but i cannot write on it anymore cz the book is gone, i throw it. O Allah, i really do love him. i really really really want to get married with him.. but him?? always take the excuse n silent when i asked bout it. n today..maybe the end of our love. we hv got a biggg argue last night :'( actually, the main problem is i've got mad n jelous when he stared at the other girl. second, when he met me, only sour that i can on his face. smiling?? maybe a fake smiling...eh definitely! but when he met his nephew, alia. he's automatically smiling n treat kindly. but i?? he just make dunno. he seem dont happy with me. i really worried. i've overthinking why you treat me like that. even she is a baby, i really get jelous!!! i can hide it.n last evening, he treat me a foods.but only a bit that i ate. he gave to his brother. i know, he treat me bcz he owe me. i admit it, sometimes i've got a think that u only wanna use me. im sorry. n just now, im almost almost, really almost got a hit by a car. then the car press the honned louderly. i dont care, n really dont care if i die there. then suddenly you keep going follow me, i taught you wanna check mysafety. but, you came n put the phone then you leave me. O ALLAH, I REALLY CANT LYING, ONLY GOD KNOW HOW I FEEL. i chase you, i dont care if i fall on tar what anymore, then i throw your helmet. I THINK THIS IS LAST OUR RELATIONSHIP CAUSE I KNEW YOU WILL NOT PERSUADE ME ANYMORE, N YOU KNOW? if you stop here, n for sure imma too. im really tired. tired for those whos not appreaciate me. i really love you..all i things do bcz of you.. but only this you pay me?? how could you. im too tired to chase you. yeah..i will stop. im tired of being sorry.. crying over you..all day all night. but only this what i get?? its enough, really enough. thank you for everything. im sorry.
YA ALLAH... ADAKAH AK MENCINTAI ORG YG SALAH?? IF HIS MYDESTINY.. I KNOW, ALLAH WILL SHOW IT. HE'S GONNA PERSUADE ME. BUT IF NOT, I GUESS HE IS NOT CREATED FOR ME. THANKS ALLAH.. FOR YOUR CLUES. I APPRECIATED. SALAM. :')
im sorry , i cant handle it anymore.
Friday, December 20, 2013
im really sorry faris. i really cant stand n handle anymore. you gaming on me :'( im so sad baby. how could you. at first, early this year, you promised me to want get married with me, but..today..left 10days to end this year. but we still not married yet. you gave all ur money to ur siblings. so who i am for you?? promised by promised you gave to me. but you never follow that. you always broke your promise.im hurt. really really hurt. n tonight you gonna leave me. i hate you. u're LIAR! you always lie to me after all the things i hv done to you!!!!!! :'(((((((((((
myfirst post. :")
Thursday, December 19, 2013
Assalamualaikum.. maafkan saya jika awk membaca post2 sy, sdgkan sy janji sy dh xnak main blog. sy tlis blog pn utk luahkan perasaan sy. i need someone to tell how i feel. before this, im only wrote what i feel on mydiary.. opsss myfault..our diary :') almost whole diary is all about you. but i cannot write on it anymore cz the book is gone, i throw it. O Allah, i really do love him. i really really really want to get married with him.. but him?? always take the excuse n silent when i asked bout it. n today..maybe the end of our love. we hv got a biggg argue last night :'( actually, the main problem is i've got mad n jelous when he stared at the other girl. second, when he met me, only sour that i can on his face. smiling?? maybe a fake smiling...eh definitely! but when he met his nephew, alia. he's automatically smiling n treat kindly. but i?? he just make dunno. he seem dont happy with me. i really worried. i've overthinking why you treat me like that. even she is a baby, i really get jelous!!! i can hide it.n last evening, he treat me a foods.but only a bit that i ate. he gave to his brother. i know, he treat me bcz he owe me. i admit it, sometimes i've got a think that u only wanna use me. im sorry. n just now, im almost almost, really almost got a hit by a car. then the car press the honned louderly. i dont care, n really dont care if i die there. then suddenly you keep going follow me, i taught you wanna check mysafety. but, you came n put the phone then you leave me. O ALLAH, I REALLY CANT LYING, ONLY GOD KNOW HOW I FEEL. i chase you, i dont care if i fall on tar what anymore, then i throw your helmet. I THINK THIS IS LAST OUR RELATIONSHIP CAUSE I KNEW YOU WILL NOT PERSUADE ME ANYMORE, N YOU KNOW? if you stop here, n for sure imma too. im really tired. tired for those whos not appreaciate me. i really love you..all i things do bcz of you.. but only this you pay me?? how could you. im too tired to chase you. yeah..i will stop. im tired of being sorry.. crying over you..all day all night. but only this what i get?? its enough, really enough. thank you for everything. im sorry.
YA ALLAH... ADAKAH AK MENCINTAI ORG YG SALAH?? IF HIS MYDESTINY.. I KNOW, ALLAH WILL SHOW IT. HE'S GONNA PERSUADE ME. BUT IF NOT, I GUESS HE IS NOT CREATED FOR ME. THANKS ALLAH.. FOR YOUR CLUES. I APPRECIATED. SALAM. :')
